The vision of pervious days!~!~!

when i was lying on the bed at front of the monitor. i have a thought which seemed groundbreaking products on my mind. everytime it seems there's no glory in the past of my life. from the age of primary and secondary years. although i have been taken several modals from sports competition except swimming gala.these glorous days passed by as fast as flash. however, these modals 've disappered by my neglected behaviour.

i have no evidence that i have been given and defeated competition in the past. i am a person who has been forgotten by teachers and friends. speaking frankly, i was not so talktive and active in every aspect of school-life period. but there was no denied that i was the one who had been stood out and voice lound against teachers while there were unfair treatment for students.

i was always acting as a bad guy on every students' mind.however. not too much. so far so good la way...

i was shoched when i know how soon the news would have been told and came of Money have get married and [preganacy].????

today, i found the page of Money's xanga blog which tells about the history and her own opinion of being stressed and nervious. her life seems too stretched out and witered. although she strongly states thier courtship should have last for ever, however, aren't it ture? in fact, she really know how her Husbund or boyfriend is being childlish, which was stated on 29-08-2009 after they had  afford the fees for movies.......[我地任性地喺埋一齊~~]  >愛情.....>pk ????

i known her when i was working in Ncw. Because of the same age and the experience of her life was being changed accidently. i know they would have long-lasting unexpected future than i would have been in when i am getting older.how dried and bitter of these news should been ha. ironcally, all of these things is caused by doing wrong!!!!!????

this was frist time to have a look on Money's xanga blog through KitKit's blog!

Questions:

1) am i always declined to negative side of thinking in daily?

2) am i so pk in learning things?

3) why my world is so cold? i feels very strange and confused about that.

4) why my childwood was so un-educated by others. sometime, indeed, i wanna voice out " i need help !!!!", but people seems always stared at me and spiting to me.it really make me dried out and witered. some people says i am standing on negative side, they were right! because i looks not always so strong as you may consider it would been.

5) how long would or should have affected me by this nightmare. pk!!

thank you Sam yu allows me to recall it again, meanwhile i am angry with what you made to have a thought on that point again............sha la la la la...

BYE BYE Sam yu!

1, sorry for no participate in retun to NCW.

2, NO joining together

3, i calls you several times by phone but out of service in your mobile, even fail to send MSN.

4, write you back with letters later.

5, good luck and enjoys the journey while you are on the way back.

i am writing here to represent my feeling about reviews my photos which i had been taken years ago and post on my xanga's blog.to my suprise, i found most photos were taken in 07-08 during working in NCW, which represent the mood of one's feeling. for example, the sadness and periods of getting funny time with a physcial apperance on thier faces.

Now, my purpose of taking photos would like to take nature and lovely enironment that pictures on my mind. they tells us how many changed would this have been when time goes by........and allows us to recall your "friend".

i am a loser when i looks for a chance.

i am a winner when i were in out of business while standing outdoor.

i share and you get what i mean until you know how PK to make up the picture on your mind too.

here, i would like to voice out the name of my friends one by one even long ago since the last time we meet and say good luck.............