Questions:

1) am i always declined to negative side of thinking in daily?

2) am i so pk in learning things?

3) why my world is so cold? i feels very strange and confused about that.

4) why my childwood was so un-educated by others. sometime, indeed, i wanna voice out " i need help !!!!", but people seems always stared at me and spiting to me.it really make me dried out and witered. some people says i am standing on negative side, they were right! because i looks not always so strong as you may consider it would been.

5) how long would or should have affected me by this nightmare. pk!!

thank you Sam yu allows me to recall it again, meanwhile i am angry with what you made to have a thought on that point again............sha la la la la...